*R.E.A.L.I.Z.A.T.I.O.N*

[RaChEl]

Funny how the world is
my world that is,
Funny how I always try so hard to find relief in some sort of chaotic occurrence
I find myself worrying shitless over everyone else’s crisis
like...
how, This drug consumes you
Makes you someone else
Gulp down the pills
And take a drive
Be sure not to kill a soul
They may take your license away...
HA!

You’re full of depression weakness and apprehension
A fake smile for friends of the congregation
You swim so wildly in a pool of spiraling denial
Don’t drink too much tonight
It may cause pain
the sounds whisper quietly in the darkness

Another one who addicts
Full of alcoholism and anorexia
Conquered
Lonely for family

You all sit alone quietly
brief Serenity
While softly praying….

And I sit alone in my room, door closed, without a sound
Pondering thoughts of family matters of pain and struggle and drama
And this is my thought that has surfaced

Your “Jehovah” god hasn’t done shit for you!

[Juana's Crime]

e depois de todo o mundo dormir,
e todo o amante sorrir,
Eu morro aqui.
E aqui jaz o meu corpo,
entre magoas e lagrimas enterrado,
por amargura supultado
entre as pedras de um corvo.
(it's in portuguese, if u cant translate it tell me)
Juana Lopes

[RaChEl]

no i'm sorry i dont know what that says.

[gabe van hasin]

english motherfucker can u speak it...sorry did i break ur consentration...na just jokeing it was moving

[gabe van hasin]

um..how can you live in your world loking to chaos if ur curled up in your painfull family train in your soundles room...huh

[RaChEl]

i'm confused. :/

[Maya]

very interspective...really gives us a glimpse inside ur head...and so true...love it!