lonely

[maire]

have you been in a situation were you have to do everything by yourself becouse no one cares about the problem well this year in school i wrote the poem that is on my page and had 2 go into the hospital for 9 days becouse they thought i was suisidal my mom and everyone went agenst me but when i was there everyones fight became i comunity ishue thats why i decided to make this group tell you storys and ask for adivce i am everyones best friend i will listen if you want me 2

[gothkitty]

i talked to a few people at school but it just did't feel right, like i did't belong.
felt like i was wasting my time and energy and like they don't understand.
Know that feeling.

[Kristin]

I've come to realize many things lately. No matter how hard ya try to get people to like/love you, some of them will consistently hate you no matter what. I'm helping my longterm boyfriend raise his 2 kids. Been together 9 years, they havent seen or heard from their mom in 3 years or so. What do I get for trying to be a parent, giving guidance and sometimes trying to 'discipline'?! From 1 I get unwavering hatred. Everything I say is met with negative jabs. It's gotten so much worse lately that I think my boyfriend is tired of dealing with us both and I'm feeling kinda depressed. Maybe I shouldn't care so much, but I don't want to go the way of apathy. Confusion, stress, anger. Helplessness.