i just want suicide

[purplecrazytails]

i do not want your pity
i do not want your life
i do not want your help
i do not want more strife
i just want suicide

i do not care if i burn in hell
i do not care if i leave you behind
i do not care for your world
i do not control my own mind
i just want suicide

i hate the people of this world
i hate these demons in my head
i hate how i feel every single day
i hate that i long to be dead
i just want suicide

i have been living this lie for years
i have been running for far too long
i have been praying for my mind’s peace
i have been screaming the same old song
i just want suicide

i have thought of the impact
i have only eight people to cry
i have nothing to leave behind
i have all the reasons to die
i just want suicide

this world has many whips
and we all line up for our turn
whether it is this hell or the one below
are we not all going burn?
i just want suicide

i can no longer hide
trust me i have i’ve tried
i have no more pride
as my mind and heart collide
i feel i am just decaying inside
i feel like god just fucking lied
i am dehydrated from the tears i have cried
i will take death as my bride
i just want suicide

[maire]

wow this is realy deep i wright poetryb to i love this but plz dont kill your self if you are realy thinking about it just amagin the people that would miss you even thoughbn you think no one will even notice belevve me they will werll if you wana talk im gona add you

[purplecrazytails]

thank you. no, i won't do it. i have a 10 yr old, so i can't. i'm all he's got. i just dream about being able to let all this go. poetry is how i get some of it off my chest.

[Stranger In My Own Head]

this is amazing. it speaks to me deeply. thank you for sharing it.