Hi....i took me a while to figure some stuff out about myself...though i'm still on that crude journey of self identity...i have a better understanding of who i am so far...i can talk to complete strangers cuz they don't know me to quickly judge me like the ones i love and care ...i forced myslef for years tobe perfect for them..only to be told i'm not good enough or i don't have to try so hard, the scond part they lied...now that i've been making myself hapy it's now that i truly have to try to redeem myself to gain their " respect" back...i don't want their respect any longer...i've made me happy and thry didn't like that..i'm finally not in that slump of neediness anymore and they are feeling useless to me...they aren't.. they made me who i am today.. i shouldn't blame them they helped me realize i don't have to be perfect in their or your eys i'm perfectly flawed as the universt and some greater entity inteneded me to be...i am Me and i only get onechance to lie my life they way a person can dream...
I'm nothing Special
I'm not unique
I have many secrets
and I eat the weak......i'm sufficating, can't come down and THERE"S NO WAY OUT!
Hey. No need to worry about time... It falls through our fingertips and nothing can stop it! I'm glad you want me to jump ship but... not the big mother ship of life! lol that was funny!
So you gave the guy a chance, well good. You were there for him the whole time and it worked out!! YEAH!! From the bottom of my heart i've got 2wo words of advice... ONE TIME!!
I guess hearing it from you I realized that ive hermit-tized myself as well. It's easy to do. I've got to deal with my demons but for now... were havin a party!!
HOLY FUCKING BEANZ!! Its been 3 months! Im glad things are easier for you now... I think im in the boat still! I got a python for my pet, a couple of new tats, and went to see Mudvayne and met the singer again for 5ive finger death punch, but me?, still in the boat.
How did you do it or what did you do or what happened? ahahaha was that one question or three? Jeez it's at least 2wo now!
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Hey. No need to worry about time... It falls through our fingertips and nothing can stop it! I'm glad you want me to jump ship but... not the big mother ship of life! lol that was funny!So you gave the guy a chance, well good. You were there for him the whole time and it worked out!! YEAH!! From the bottom of my heart i've got 2wo words of advice... ONE TIME!!
I guess hearing it from you I realized that ive hermit-tized myself as well. It's easy to do. I've got to deal with my demons but for now... were havin a party!!
Take care, be careful, <3ya FIRE!
How did you do it or what did you do or what happened? ahahaha was that one question or three? Jeez it's at least 2wo now!
Take care, you are the best my <3
I'm trying to figure out where to go and start out from a long shit end relationship that ended a couple months ago...
Jeez- life can be some kinda fucked up huh?
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