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Lazaurus Rose
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Deep , Dark Poems
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- Ich bin siebzehn und ich bin Einzeln. Ich mag die Gitarre spielen und schreibe Musik aber kürzlich ich habe mehr zu Dichtung gelehnt. Ich habe mehrere Gruppen der Freunde, denen ich immer scheine, von Konfliktursache sie alle zu puffern, scheinen, es in für einander zu haben, aber auf Grund meiner Treue ich behalte die Freundschaften bei. Ich bin hier auf Otep der Legion für mehrere Gründefreunde, die und nur verursacht vernetzen, dass ich denke, dass Otep ein großes Band ist. Gut he, wenn Sie herausfinden wollen mehr um mich Sie Nachricht mich oder können, was auch immer.
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feb 14
3pm-7pm
you know where i am.
i like this song alot by the way.
if u fergot, mines 782-5901
believe me or not, listen or push me away-
but i miss u
and you know, it doesn't help that everyones promises to me are being brocken left and right, including urs,
u said you wouldn't do anything harmful to urself again, and u did.
if that is what i get in return to coming to u with my endless relationship problems, ur pain, then look.
here i am.
nothing is happening to me.
nothing is going to happen.
ill lie to u about my emotional pain, just so u won't be in physical pain.
just please, promises mean so much more to me than it seems to be to any of u, I swear!
more promises were made to me last night with the ring the hangs from my neck. and if they are brocken, ... i just don't know.
i just don't know.
and the sad thing is is that I'm pretty sure i'll never be able to learn.
and, here's ur answer-hereis why I'm an idiot-
that's obviosly not his present hair length, besides the fact that I called him last night,i'd also forgotten his computer crashed two months ago, before I made him promise to take her off there, and he can get on his page from his psp, but do nothingelse.
and once again, I'm so, so sry.i don't quite understand my attraction to jerks and dickheads, much less do I understand my disattraction to others.
bitte, don't get me wrong ur not a disattraction right now,i'm just scared of something I know is real to u, something i know would hurt u to end.
that's why I ended it with jacob.
I was too tied down, too afraid of him killing myself if I ever slipped. and that possibility grew stronger w/ every moment I was his.
with you it's much stronger, see how much stupid little 7th grade me affected you within a few weeks!
and for some reason ur unpredictable, that scares me as well.
im a very confused and confusing person.
can i rain check that propositon?
im not going to give u that, i won't do that to shane.
even if that's what he's doing. i just can't.
i just can't bring anymore drama down on myself.
just promise me ull b there 4 me.
PROMISE!
i can't deal w/ this life alone.
im so, so sry i did this.
i would have never done that to u if I knew i would take it away.
i know its not the same, but I still love u.
Just understand I can't bring this down on myself, not yet.
It's too rash, too impulsive, too immature...2 painful.
i can't stress how srry I am, disown me if u wish.i won't be n ur life if i'm causing u pain, And i knowi am.
it's just that i'll be alone if u leave me, But u say the word, and I'll make that sacrifice.
It feels like my heads on fire, my hands are ice, my stomach is twisting,
and my heart should have exploded.
i now know how u felt.
u 'll never, ever know how srry i am.
and I have a proposition, honey.
ill explain everything later.
and btw
that music didnt help at all
but i love it
kay thanks
=]
I mean seriously!
She is going to take forever to come around!
Dude your killing us all with this you know!!!
I mean seriously man you could have almost any girl you want.
Why do you want her?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!??!!?
Come on, don't be mister stern and cold.
Seriously i don't like the new you. I don't like it at all!!!
don't answer me!
damn.
I guess we'll just have to learn how to carry on.
u see, my ears are virgin to these screams u speak of, but i hear them coming. and as faint as they've always been and they still break me down, I just need to brace myself. I can only imagine. I'm split into more than one person right now. Though I always have been to please every different person around me, it's gotten more intense. I can't just have one love. Thins that happen in my life come in TOO empty segments, and then overwhelming flows of decisions. I just don't know what to do.
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