So pretty much I'm here for the "same reason" as the rest of you. I fucking love Otep, I love the band, their music, I love Otep Shamaya, more than anything or anybody else in the world. This woman SAVED my life. She's shown me how to live life and how to be strong, and I'll never be able to give her the respects that she truly does deserve.
I'm loud and outgoing. I love to have fun. I love to party. I love to hang out with my friends. I'm bisexual. I'm an Atheist. I am 100% English. I have graduated from High School. I'm easily amused. I'm a computer nerd. I'm mean. I'm trustworthy. I'm straight up.
I have manic depression, anxiety, PTSD, panic attack disorders, phobic disorders, and PCOS. I get pissed off hella easy. Don't fuck with me.
I'm perfectly flawed.
|Update|
Over the past few months I have been through many changes and I'm bettering myself by living for me and nobody else. As unhealthy as it is I no longer get upset about things but I spend 70% of my time being angry; I know it's not good but I'd rather be that way than being a dead clam laying in bed all day incapable to move.
Moving onto the happier side of things, I love to go to shows, to shop, to just hang out with friends. Getting drunk and stoned are fun. I don't do any hardcore drugs. I like to dance, yell, scream, and pretty much be myself. I'm probably one of the most immature people you'll ever meet, but I know when to be serious. I live for laughter and making people's days better. I love kissing. I love hugs! Hugs hugs hugs. Hugs are smiles and smiles are happiness, and happiness is all I ever wanted out of this life. I'm proud to say that I am almost no longer living in a stage of numbness and I am, in fact, actually living.