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Maya replied to RaChEl's discussion '*R.E.A.L.I.Z.A.T.I.O.N*'

very interspective...really gives us a glimpse inside ur head...and so true...love it!

November 4

RaChEl replied to RaChEl's discussion '*R.E.A.L.I.Z.A.T.I.O.N*'

i'm confused. :/

April 13

gabe van hasin replied to RaChEl's discussion '*R.E.A.L.I.Z.A.T.I.O.N*'

english motherfucker can u speak it...sorry did i break ur consentration...na just jokeing it was moving

April 12

gabe van hasin replied to RaChEl's discussion '*R.E.A.L.I.Z.A.T.I.O.N*'

um..how can you live in your world loking to chaos if ur curled up in your painfull family train in your soundles room...huh

April 12

RaChEl replied to RaChEl's discussion '*R.E.A.L.I.Z.A.T.I.O.N*'

no i'm sorry i dont know what that says.

March 24

RaChEl commented on RaChEl's blog post 'The.hassle'

just a blurb. carzy thoughts of situational thoughts and feelings...

February 6

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I sense a world of disgust
I am humiliated by
The way I am
The way I look
The way I speak
There is no other me, another kind doesn’t exist. It’s only me who pretends I’m all okay.
I’m on the outside
and looking into a world where I don’t belong
I’m afraid of what’s to come.

The unknown is a terrifying place.

I’m spinning my wheels on wet pavement, iced and muddied.
Stuck in the sand, while everyone drinks wine, sneering at me from afar

I wish you’d exit and leave me to my madness
I want to sl… Continue

Posted on October 5, 2009 at 12:00pm —

RAINFALL

A Dark and musty manor
At the latter side of September
Is alive with old – fashioned drizzle
Slight remnants of long ago
Shiny droplets on each delicately placed shingle
Drip

Drop

Down
To the ground in cadence

My pen is writing
And I’m
Thinking the sky inhaled all the oceans
To pour all this rain down on us today

Rain fell beneath

Night has fallen deep and black

A shower of irrigation

Raising sleepless nights
Of one and ten thousand peoples
Who
Came and arranged your thoughts
How
Dear the… Continue

Posted on September 25, 2009 at 6:38pm —

The.hassle

Falling deep inside
Creep down a hole Where the screw ups go
I
Feel So alone
And
I
Feel So ashamed now

Slipping through
Its Time to grow
Begins with you

Think and feel
Pain and distraction
Go hand in hand

I’m ravenous for
the love of myself

Yet
I know i’m on the outside of me
Man, how The Light sure grows dim

I wish I could feel alive
Feel secure
Like a suicidal butterfly
Who’s not afraid to die

Made of stress
glass and art
Slowly breaking down
Little portions buried in tears so long ago
T… Continue

Posted on February 6, 2009 at 8:14pm — 1 Comment

Wrecked Assurence.

Here again
I can’t wait to begin
Another disagreement
Full of lies and broken promises
All the years you told me lies
I was the one who thought so highly of you
For now I am the one to think so low of you
I will not let you try to pull me down
Tired of walking on eggshells when you’re near
How many times can you lie?
And still think I want to come near you?
Actions speak louder than words
That statement couldn’t be truer than now

I remember when you used to say
All the things you didn’t do
The… Continue

Posted on December 13, 2008 at 2:00pm —

heart Less

If you go home greedy
No one has to know your name
Or your face
Those who fell for the ones
Who show no more?
Than what they see
Liars, freaks
the unknown,
Which causes them to mourn
And shiver in the trembling chill of darkness
That cave inside your body
Your fate written all over you

Humankind (us) you must obey
Human waste (Liars, Freaks and others)
Human habit (conformity)
Reside there
…to turn blood red with pain and suffering
Till every fluid is drained from your miserable soul
Whose hear… Continue

Posted on December 13, 2008 at 11:16am —

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At 5:51pm on July 16, 2008, Michaela said…: Hi Rachel - I came across you on Angels page, decided to have a look at the piece of writing you were talking about :) Magnificent! I left a comment there so I won't repeat it all here, but very well done *grin*
I'd like to add you as a friend as well, have a look at my profile and if I'm not to strange for you, you can accept :)

Love, Michaela xox