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Who here would like some different Otep clothes to wear?
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I'm interested in meeting people who are interested in evolving and creating themselves through tragedy and/or triumph; ones that want to feel the fear and go for it, and those who are afraid to; I'm interested in learning about people and their pasts and stories and how they've learned and grown from it/them; I love learning and discovering new information; the human mind and body have always fascinated me (and kind of gross me out); I want to feel like I matter; I miss feeling inherently pretty and I miss people telling me that; I used to love writing stories and poetry but have stopped through the years for various reasons but when i did write I had a sort of sarcastic/satirical edge to my writing; I think I take life very seriously which is not to say I don't have a great sense of humor; I'm not the type of person to make friends on the "hanging out" level very easily. I like talking to people I've just met but wish i could have more people to actually socialize with ( I just have my one friend Autumn). I consider myself to be extremely empathic, or is it empathetic? I have a naturally anxious mind. (I think it's natural it's been with me a while). It makes me worry a lot particularly about my daughter's safety but in the past has been many things; I can remember having certain problems that i would dwell on and dwell on for months and months and just over analyze until i had to force myself to stop somehow or i thought i'd go crazy!! I used to have OCD pretty bad. (Oh i could go on about this) And still i've found that when i go off my SSRI im on i start to develop more of those "thoughts i cant let go of" which scares me because i dont want to "need" this medication forever. Anyway I'll end it here. If you're still reading hopefully your interested enough to want to be my friend so why not leave me a comment new friend!! lol

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What does Christmas mean to you?

I'd just like to get my view out because i feel like it. I don't personally believe in any religion, I don't think it matters what Jesus did however long ago, and I don't find it necessary to go to church on this day. I like to celebrate Christmas because i love putting the tree up every year and sitting with its colorful Christmas lights next to me while i curl up on the couch with my little family of Boston Terriers and watch a good movie while knowing my little girl ivee is safe and sound asl… Continue

Posted on January 10, 2009 at 12:37am —