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Dammit! I don't know anyone here!

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Dammit! I don't know anyone here!

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purplecrazytails replied to Moses's discussion 'Dammit! I don't know anyone here!'

:) thanks.

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Moses replied to purplecrazytails's discussion 'the bringer of demise' in the group poets and artists

Awesome structure.Love how the first to, paragraphs (?) have their own thing, like an introduction or something, than goes into the poem. "some days i can laugh with you but it's because my mind has heard your screams and cries" Very haunting.

July 3

Moses replied to purplecrazytails's discussion 'inside out' in the group poets and artists

"i wish our inner wounds were outwardly visible to see the broken and decaying force the them to see the invisible" Damn you for writing this! J/k Better you than me. But I so wish this too.

July 3

Moses replied to purplecrazytails's discussion 'scientific evaluation of the spiritual shun' in the group poets and artists

I always thought people who said "I got goose bumps from reading this!" were just idiots thinking up something nice to say to the writer. But they may actually have gotten them... BECAUSE I JUST DID! No joke, I am not idiot. So good.

July 3

Moses replied to purplecrazytails's discussion 'splitting' in the group poets and artists

Jesus fucking hell! That is really, really, so good! lol "i hate puking up every fucking breath of air"

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purplecrazytails replied to Moses's discussion 'Dammit! I don't know anyone here!'

i feel you, moses. same here.

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This will be the most random bunch of sentences you may ever read. I swim in my OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) and I like it. Like a thick. gelled ocean, it clings to me. I change my hair color every couple of months and it's blood red right now. I love my music! If given the chance, I will accidentally prove that I've never grown up and then look at you like you're wierd. I like playing in the rain. I like playing x-box with my brat til 2am on the weekends. I don't like talking on the phone at home and don't like it when other girls don't get that. I think goth is sexy. I liked being the wierd kid in class and still do. I like other people who may be mature but never grew up for all the right reasons. My myspace display name: Purplecrazytails.

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lamentations

i'm again sitting in the dark all alone
my mouth keeps watering for blood and for bone
though my soul is stagnate, i beg to go home
why does He turn away while i scream and moan

they say when it rains it pours
but will it be my blood spilled or yours
my mind is so blinded by blisters and sours
that i can't see my father anymore

the light in my heart has become so dim
the line between justice and insanity - so thin
how am i to live in a world so absent of Him
i feel diseased with each deadly si… Continue

Posted on November 14, 2008 at 7:41am —

parasite

i am the worm below your feet
a drone without rights
i feed on broken promises
a starving parasite

disconnect me from this host
i’m choking on its lies
i’ve been broken and reshaped
and stitched into this hide

i’m writhing, i’m screaming
the gods are all scheming
i’m tearing, i’m dreaming
but there is no redeeming

there is no end to this
no end in sight
there’s only pain, anguish
i am the living dead in my plight

you feed me maggots of self loathing
and tell me it’s salvation
now the flies h… Continue

Posted on August 25, 2008 at 12:30pm — 2 Comments

your hate

ever since i was a little girl
your hate has been destroying my world…listen…

4 feet tall and long blonde hair
dancing in my orange and white dress
through the walls the screaming starts
i hide. i cry. i shut up. i repress.

look what your hate has done to me…
from you i learned to hide
because of you my insides died
i became nothing. i no longer cried…just suffered!

look what your hate has done to me…
to my little ears you cried.
to my little mind you lied.
you made anger my bride…and made me… Continue

Posted on July 18, 2008 at 1:35pm — 1 Comment

scientific evaluation of the spiritual shun

assumption number 1
god is infallible – biblically accepted
assumption number 2
god makes no mistakes - biblically accepted
assumption number 3
god is loving and kind - biblically accepted
here in lies the inconsistency of my first three assumptions:

i am the bruised and broken soul clinging to the wings of salvation
i am the product of rape, the exacerbation of domination
i am the mistake that barely survived extermination
i am the abomination of purity, homo erotic elation and discrimination… Continue

Posted on July 2, 2008 at 12:30pm —

vengeance

i am liquid anger, i am the blackened blood of death
i am the movement in the shadows and the blood on her breath
i am vengeance

i am drowning in my me’s rotting guts
i have made her make holes so i can crawl out of the cuts
i am clawing inside her flesh to finally reach the light
i am screaming in her throat but she bites her tongue with all her might

i am drowning i am dying
i am tired of her lying
i am biting i am gnawing
i am a fury and i am clawing
free me, see me
fuck you, be me
vengeanc… Continue

Posted on July 1, 2008 at 11:37am —

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At 6:58am on July 5, 2009, dethvault99 said…: I have heard that new york suck, but you said it was cool, i know it sucks here!

At 1:08pm on July 4, 2009, dethvault99 said…: Oklahoma sucks!

At 1:08pm on July 4, 2009, dethvault99 said…: What other music do you like?

At 12:35pm on July 4, 2009, dethvault99 said…: Sorry its been so long since ive been on here how, are you?

At 10:45pm on July 3, 2009, Moses said…: :D

I hope you keep a copy of all your poems somewhere. One day you should pile them together and make a book or something. Did you take any writing classes in college or something? I want to. I so want to become better at writing.

At 10:18pm on June 1, 2009, Moses said…: It may have been a while since I been on here, but I still remember I love your poems.

At 8:21am on May 10, 2009, dethvault99 said…: WHAT UP IM OKLAHOMA TOO WANT TO BE FRIENDS!

At 12:06pm on February 9, 2009, bloodrayne said…: hey girl wat u been up to me i bought some kick ass tripp pants i love them and some cool gloves too so hit me up when you can u like my new pic