Thirst -4- Ignorance's Blog (11)

Dreams of Black Cats who used to be old friends as i squat in a haunted house....

Definetely an Underworld or darkside of the subconcious dream , these creatures who appeared from some blocked-off level of the house i "ended up in" came to me with much conversations about which i can recall little about , other than the striking feature that one became a woman i had been friends with over the years, ( who had turned on me for reasons i don't understand ) appeared and was very friendly with me, a pleasant change to our present standing . I wanted to know why she was one of the… Continue

Added by Thirst -4- Ignorance on December 16, 2008 at 7:53am — No Comments

"I'M ALIVE - - I'LL SURVIVE"

Outposted to the Forestlands, i'll be less of a pest now , HAHA , on a new path. I still feel as a Member in the Pack , and shall continue to represent wholeheartedly , until they saw my limbs from their joints and roast them in honor of the Greatest Satan : REPRESSION & TYRANNY. The Revolution will not waiver, and as a weapon i offer this mind , fists , and Heart to it in complete resolution. Be chatting with yahs soon. War on in our Peace. Continue

Added by Thirst -4- Ignorance on August 26, 2008 at 7:30am — No Comments

MOVING

yeah i'm moving , this town will consume you like a feast set for a carniovre.... gotta reach the surface, refresh , i got the connecs to put me in a new town.... Continue

Added by Thirst -4- Ignorance on August 10, 2008 at 10:39am — No Comments

Violent Respiratory Concpetion...

Still alive , been out in the world and roaming upon it, devouring what bliss may come....HIGH ON THE MOST PRIMAL OF IDEALS, of unities of healthy helpings and dissolvings of old knotted structural disorders in the mortal world.... The clouds are grey like ghosts and the wind a soothing sighing spirit that lulls the agittation of the Coast, who gapes viciously nearby , a truly Outside experience..... I'm sitting and plotting , embrace the certain uncertainty of this place , plunge into the Unkno… Continue

Added by Thirst -4- Ignorance on July 26, 2008 at 2:35pm — No Comments

Not 2 Offend

After stubbornly leaving STUB up in video i have decided she might be a bit too risque, FUCK OFF the nude in art is just as natural and uncensored as it should be , but I GUESS only for Humans on that Frequency , WHICH I ALWAYS ASSUME I AM DEALING WITH, which i know is lazy thinking.... HOWEVER, it was written with a caption that did not convey the "receptive Yin state" that STUB is, and in one of my stupors was exhibitied with some crude comments..... I LOVE MY OTEP FAMILY, i know it might a we… Continue

Added by Thirst -4- Ignorance on July 15, 2008 at 11:05pm — No Comments

INTELLIGENT FREESTYLE

Some Maiden is teasing me hardcore , but i'm high and i;ve got BREAK-IT-DOWN,Deconstructionist , from the decomp of a structure i'll show you how to really constrict a glitch GOVERMENT SHOULD KEEP FEEDING ME AMPHETAMINES KEEP ME FEELING FOCUSED AND MEAN COVERED IN THE RHYMIST'S UNBREAKABLE GLEAM: PEEP THIS, i'll do it vocal later: Oh my Bomb! I'm taking down your guard-wire towers with lyricial scientific power like in a sense o' twisting a meteor in your shower I ain't con-ciencous , totally… Continue

Added by Thirst -4- Ignorance on July 10, 2008 at 7:06pm — No Comments

"Sober now , i'm cold , alone, just a person on my own" - I'm Not An Addict , Kay's Choice

Fuck i was wild this weekend , i think i get manic when i get really blitzed . . . Like the shit i fucking blaze up , it's insane , but as Chantal Kreviazuk once said "This is the waaaaay God made me"....HAHAHA, yeah the bloodbank is drying up around here , i know i'll be fucked up doing my thing tonight , i can't handle the typical conciousness it fills me with a deep and hated apathy and existential naseua , even though i fear not Death anymore after realizing that even the most innocent can g… Continue

Added by Thirst -4- Ignorance on July 10, 2008 at 12:48pm — No Comments

WAITING ON SOME C.B. GANGSTARR SHIT

Boys better wing me up for that house party , give em the option to love this messed-up motherfucking wrecknut....I like the vampire chicks myself, but if someone wants to love this, let 'em love, happiness for all , and fuck the pointless drama.....

Have to make it to L.A. someti… Continue

Added by Thirst -4- Ignorance on July 5, 2008 at 6:00pm — No Comments

ANARCHY 4 THE STRAIGHT WAY

Yeah, like why is it i wonder, even in the "straightest" of places, don't get me wrong this place is grounded in the hard-working Machesemo ways of our founding ancestors, but why is it they take a giggly interest in someone when they're fucking single , chatty-cathying about "Oh they're not seeing someone, the… Continue

Added by Thirst -4- Ignorance on July 4, 2008 at 6:57pm — No Comments

Trapped in an economic prison

Outsider since the younger years, a bad reputation because some don't know how to mind their own buisness......I mean i'm trained in CPR Class A , have a SuperHost Hospitality Certificate and a Foodhandler's course and "oh no it's ray-oliver/right'out'of'er stereotype! Let's feel superior to him (even when i'm sober as a recovering alcoholic) , interview him because he looks cute and then fucking deny him the chance to make something of himself more than he is....... I have to take Otep's/Kurt C… Continue

Added by Thirst -4- Ignorance on July 2, 2008 at 6:30pm — No Comments

Doesn't anyone stay together anymore ?

WTF , i'd way prefer solidarity to struggling it out on one's own.....I just don't see how some of these strong relationships fail . I wake up , ninety-percent comatose, three hours sleep after two allnighters , and a friend of mine who was together with someone " that was meant to be " is now fucking stranded and a million miles from anyone really relevant. I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING THE FUCK OUT OF THIS COMPUTER The Last love of my life , like true love, we split off when she couldn't take the L.D.… Continue

Added by Thirst -4- Ignorance on June 29, 2008 at 11:24am — No Comments