scientific evaluation of the spiritual shun

assumption number 1
god is infallible – biblically accepted
assumption number 2
god makes no mistakes - biblically accepted
assumption number 3
god is loving and kind - biblically accepted
here in lies the inconsistency of my first three assumptions:

i am the bruised and broken soul clinging to the wings of salvation
i am the product of rape, the exacerbation of domination
i am the mistake that barely survived extermination
i am the abomination of purity, homo erotic elation and discrimination
i am the repulsive configuration of mental frustration
i am a constant reminder that this world is in a state of rotting disintegration
i will have no spiritual transformation, no wondrous communication
i have no one to hear my guilty declaration
i have no way to cleanse this putrification
i feel my hatred growing with acceleration
how should i comprehend this perpetual hallucination?
i conclude your laws to be massive miscommunication!
i reject the isolation, medication, your forcible nullification
i vomit out your psychological cannibalization
fuck these twisted laws of falsification!
i refuse your creation, domestication, complete damnation
i create my own edification, my own personification
i demand indemnification, compensation, and decriminalization!

i will not be shunned! i will not be shunned! i will not be shunned!
i will not be shunned! i will not be shunned! i will not be shunned!
i will not be shunned! i will not be shunned! i will not be shunned!

oh god of Jekyll and hyde
why can’t i be justified?
can’t you see how i have cried?
i am dying of being denied
the conclusion is…you lied.

you lied! you lied! you lied!
you lied! you lied! you lied!
you lied! you lied! you lied!

assumption number 1
god is infallible – liar!
assumption number 2
god makes no mistakes - liar!
assumption number 3
god is loving and kind - liar!
here in lies the inconsistency of my mental instability
shunned