momma martyr

your pain is clawing it's way out of you and searing my soul
the overflowing brutality that is yours has become my empty hole
your sorrow spills out of you and i'm lapping up the blood of momma martyr's milk

momma martyr
firestarter
i can't aid you
i want to save you
i don't know how to help

momma martyr
i'm not smarter
i can't heal you
though i cry for you
i can't even fix myself

bruises, blood, and extension cords
broken, screaming, and raping hordes
your life was stolen
your body broken
your shattered soul stayed unspoken

your soul was burned
your lessons learned
bleeding, hiding, rotting genetics
your mind is scarred
your heart is barred
your spirit is hyperkinetic

momma martyr
life is harder
when i leave you alone
when your in your danger zone
why won't you let me in?

momma martyr
latent ardor
i can carry you
shield you from the daunting few
let me stitch your skin

no more pain
no, never again
i will take up your cross and cries
no more sorrow
no raw tomorrow
out of the fire and ash you shall rise

by: your loving constant reminder of rape