Dreams of Black Cats who used to be old friends as i squat in a haunted house....

Definetely an Underworld or darkside of the subconcious dream , these creatures who appeared from some blocked-off level of the house i "ended up in" came to me with much conversations about which i can recall little about , other than the striking feature that one became a woman i had been friends with over the years, ( who had turned on me for reasons i don't understand ) appeared and was very friendly with me, a pleasant change to our present standing . I wanted to know why she was one of these "cat-creatures" and all she could interate was that "was the way things were now".

Preceding this i had dreams of my first sex partner , very fucking weird , which i guess i somehow "escaped" from and entered this haunted house . By the end of the dream i was sprinkling salt about certain areas to prevent the arrival of any other spirits.

I took Shamaya and Kurt's advice and "got away from my home" ( Nirvana/OTEP;"bREED"). Things are going well, although i fear the spirit of Christmas, the one i knew about the nobility mercy kindness and brotherhood of humanity might have been EXTREMELY SUBMERSED by this ongoing overflow of accenting the Commericialism especially this year. I've decided i will put much oney into the local economy , but am doubting i shall be buying any gifts, or going "home" for Christmas.

Ok, going about my buisness , Blessed Beast & shits , we shall soldier on...